whooa... so long nv blog... blog rotting sia... then cnt go to church today... sian arh... onli use comp... so find time to blogg... listen to the same music over and over again... sian~~!! aiya... life isn't going too well for me... haf to study.. dun wanna fail my tests again... the books all over the place.. but jun ming say its neater than his =.="".. haha.. aiya.. i needa learn how to decorate my bloggie.. sucks sia.. i feel like going out.. but dunno where to go to.. if u got suggestions.. msg me at msn... nameless_gerald@hotmail.com.. and add me at friendster.. i kinda low on frenz now.. haha.. well.. now listening to dont wanna think about you by simple plan!! my fav punk rock band!! haha.. this are the lyrics for nelly furtado - try.. its a nice song.. All I know Is everything is not as it's sold but the more I grow the less I know And I have lived so many lives Though I'm not old And the more I see, the less I grow The fewer the seeds the more I sow Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness And all the real people are really not real at all The more I learn the more I cry As I say goodbye to the way of life I thought I had designed for me Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try Then I see you standing there I'm all I'll ever be But all I can do is try Try All of the moments that already passed We'll try to go back and make them last All of the things we want each other to be We never will be And that's wonderful, and that's life And that's you, baby This is me, baby And we are, we are, we are, we are Free In our love We are free in our love

hi! never blog fer very long time already.. duno what to rite mah.. ^^"" life is like a hell =[.. cnt go to church anymore... sighhhh... gonna now fer lunch.. can smeeeeell the aroma of the food!! =X haha.. gtg soonn... so i better blog faster.. i hope that god will let me meet __________ more often... haha... i hope He will help me... =] haha... hmm... sianz arhh.. got h/w and still need to go to school.. aiya.. nvm 1.. life is liddat... now listening to lost prophets... the song is last train home
lyrics: One! Two! Three!

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all part of the choices that your make
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again

sian arhz... lame lorz... she broke up wif me to go to some1 hu is f*cked up man... bloody childish too siaz... do u think she even deserves my love ? huh? u tell me... sucks siaz.... well.... i ain't to happy about childish boy either. his is fucked up... sorry.. i couldn't help myself. sigh... lame and childish siaz..... this type of ppl oso have! sigh.. i pity u the bridge that is so woobily! the francisico bridge needed to undergo some big make-over! guess he cnt stand on his own 2 feet. frenz and god taught me not to be violent, so u better watch out

why do this to me??????  lols.. ya.. she needed to go out wif her frenz... and ..ehh.. cnt sae.. sianz lorz.. had to spent like 1hr to wait fer my frenz... soooooo long.. argh.. can die 1.. ppl sae i lk so sad todae... dunno y.. well...trying to make my heart firm and strong.. but i just cnt withstand the love of joyce ^^... and her cuteee lk on her face....  huuuugs..... gtg... cyas... btw.. this is the song lyrics of this love by maroon 5

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

ehehe.. at joyec house nw.. errs.. dunno lehz.. she doing projecwt wif her classmates.... zzz.. listening to i miss you by blink 182.. pck wants me to chnge song.. T.T.. argh.i gave joyce my precious lil cross...... she was soooo happy.. ehehe... i so call extra here.. =q.. dunno wat to rite.. again...  poor thing =p...ahh!!!
i gave joyce my precious lil cross...... she was soooo happy.. ehehe...

geee... wat to write todae? sigh.. aiya... shudnt write abt tt... thy all suck fer u're information.. nth new todae.. just eat.. sleep.. MATHS.. T.T.. sianz.. cnt go down and play soccer .. T.T.. dad lorz.. wat can i do...?? NTH.. sigh.. so eat sleep and stuff.. wat u wan me to sae? u can make a comment.. BUT NT A LAME 1

arlooes.. again.. met some guy.. brandon cock? lolz.. dunno la.. he likes my dear.. and another guy..  FRANSICO THNG ZHEN WEI.. ARGH.. does this get any better? haiz.. now gettin jealous.. VERY jealous... haiz.. soo sad i couldnt be there wif her until she go home T.T... sick of this things.. and she was like errr... cnt say.. u can ask me on msn.. but dont be so sure i will tell you.. I MIGHT NOT BE HAPPY WITH YOU too

ehehe.. ferget to create a new entry.. sry peeps.. so.. memorial day? haha.. held JOyce's hand!! i'm so proud of myself.. sure was jesus helping ^^.. thank our lord.. this is kinda short.. u ppl dun mind rite? God bless Ya

yup... common test blurry? ya.. kinda.. sianz.. almost sleep through maths lesson.. cut hair.. which i dozed off... lolz.. sounds like JUN MING!!! haha.. sooo.... new hair !! maybe i'll look like one of the gastby peeps.. LOLsS... sianz.. see ya online!!

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